One of the traits that I hate about human beings is that we only cherish when things/ppl are gone....
No matter how hard you try to cherish, try to count your blessings, try to make every moment counts, it's still inevitable to take things for granted, to take circumstances for granted. And it is something that I hate but can't do much about.
If I had known.....
I would have gone for more breakfast sessions with you
I would have engage in more random conversations with you
I would have stayed in the kitchen more often with you
I would have learnt more from you
I would have....
Knowing that I will never get to eat some of your dishes, knowing that some of your dishes might go "extinct", knowing that the taste of the food will never be the same anymore, sucks.
We could have done so many things differently, only if we had known...