"The sky is crying and so is my heart."

One of the traits that I hate about human beings is that we only cherish when things/ppl are gone.... 

No matter how hard you try to cherish, try to count your blessings, try to make every moment counts, it's still inevitable to take things for granted, to take circumstances for granted. And it is something that I hate but can't do much about. 

If I had known.....

I would have gone for more breakfast sessions with you

I would have engage in more random conversations with you

I would have stayed in the kitchen more often with you

I would have learnt more from you

I would have....

Knowing that I will never get to eat some of your dishes, knowing that some of your dishes might go "extinct", knowing that the taste of the food will never be the same anymore, sucks.

We could have done so many things differently, only if we had known...

Hello Humans!

Recently, I finally took some time off to create some designs for my youtube videos. I would really love to learn more photoshop skills/final cut pro/ any other editing skills cause I think I will need it in the future for my job or etc.. However, I don't have the necessary software to work on and I'm really sad and lost. So I created all these designs with other editing websites and they turned out pretty good as well :)

You guys can hop over to my Youtube channel @ Teo Peggy! But I shall post the videos here and these 6 are the only existing travel vlogs on the channel as well haha!

January 2017: Hong Kong with my dearest 

January 2017: Hong Kong with my dearest

April 2017: Turi Beach, Indonesia with my dearest

June 2017: Taiwan with my family

June 2017: Taiwan with my family

July 2017: Johor Bahru, Malaysia with my partner in crime.

July 2017: Yogyakarta, Indonesia with the yolo travel buddies!

My instagram feed whenever I travel, nice right?!?!? :P Lazy to upload photos for the respectively trips so these shall do hahah! 

Therefore, these trips summed up my travel for the first half of the year! Now, next half of the year will just be lame cause school is reopening, mehhhhh. I know I'll regret not cherishing my school days now cause next year I'll graduate and step into sth even more boring - the work force... meh.

Weekend

Finally had the cousins drinking session with our plus ones! Haha hopefully the rest will quickly get a plus ones and then we can have a legit full force! :D It's always a good time with the cousins and I'm so happy and proud that the plus ones are always having a good time with us as well :) 

Family is one of the best things you can give/share with your plus ones and for that, I'm always proud to share mine with anybody/everybody. They are also one of the best companies you can ever have! More to comeeeeeee ^^

Went on the flyer to catch the fireworks during NDP rehearsal last weekend. Thanks to insider's info for this romantic idea but we missed it on the flyer zzz..... the queue was so long and so slow, the finale fireworks was at 8.12 but we were still stuck in the queue indoors so we could only hear the sound of it.... so sad!!! But we still saw the first few rounds of fireworks while making our way to flyer. It would be damn awesome and romantic to see it on the flyer at its peak OK!!! :(

It's been so long since we last taken photos! It's always insta stories nowadays with funny filters and unglam actions that we prolly forgot to take proper photos. These are just selfies and I guess these will do for now! Will rmb to take proper photos like asking a 3rd party to help us take photo kind of photo from now on! Photos are always the best forms of memory.

Also, this man here has been working out so much lately and he is really getting bigger! OH NO! ahaha I don't really care if he's big or small (muscles ok, not ahem ahem LOL) but since he wants to step up his game and be big sized then well, go ahead! Anything as long as he is healthy. He loves it when ppl compliment him becoming bigger and he will give the happiest and silliest smile ever, haha so funny and that's why I kept teasing him HAHA :D

Can anyone tell me why this guy is being extra sweet nowadays? ISIT HE DID STH WRONG? ISIT HE GUILTY?!?! BITCH PLS!

Hahah just kidding, he will only be mine and mine only and vice versa :P

Today's our 76th monthsary hehe! We've come a long way with way too many ups and downs but I believe we will pull it through and make it to the big day! 

Thanks for all the mini surprises nowadays, hehe <3

all i know is darling, i was made for loving you.

iloveyou xoxo

2017

Hello lovelies,

oh my goodness? it's almost half of 2017 already! This is totally insane!

For the past 5 months, I was down with internship and everything turned out great :) What seemed like an unrelated internship programme, turned out to be so fun :) Never gonna forget the humorous and spontaneous people there, as well as the D&D which was lit! <3 Thanks all~

Right now, back to awesome lifestyle, REST & HOLIDAY!

Finally....................... love it!

Is it just me or the new blogger is bloody laggy?!?!? Madness man, pissed me off so much with it's lagginess......... what's wrong dude

How do you define love and happiness?

Effort

"Successful relationships require a lot of effort. Relationships are never perfect. It's something you're gonna have to work on.

This is why women observe how much effort a guy puts in for her during the courting stage.

But what is the definition of effort?

Effort is not taking you out to dinner and paying for it. It's not picking you up with a car and driving you to certain places. It's not even the random roses on your front door.

Real effort is going out of your way to make someone feel special.

It is saving up for a date to make sure it fits in his budget. Effort is keeping you company on the way home even when he doesn't have a car. It's buying you flowers with the little change left in his pocket instead of spending it on things he likes. This is real effort.

Sure, some other guy could pay for a date every night. But he's making loads of cash and he's only spending 10% of it on you. Sure that other guy could pick you up and take you to the places you wanna go but he already has a car and that's completely hassle-free. Sure he's buying you bouquets of flowers but what's that compared to the money he makes?

So before you become blinded by all the shiny things he can offer, ask yourself the following question.

Take away the convenience, would he still do it?

True effort is not what you give. It's how much you give compared to what you have."

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This article tugged at my heartstrings and made me appreciate the little things more. 

Thank you for always putting in effort for me and our relationship but sometimes still get very little credit for it. 

I've been with you at your best (somehow) and at your worst but nothing changes for the amount of effort you put in. Even in times like this, you are already awesome and I know if times are better, things will definitely be better. 

You are just like what the article said, even without car, without roses, without high budget, you still take long walks with me just to send me home, treat me whenever possible and do things just to make me happy because as you said, making me happy and smile is the least you could do. 

Really, nothing is comparable to being happy and laughing all the time when I'm with you. It's priceless and something money can't buy. 

I love you for everything that you are and I truly appreciate it. Thank you for loving me and even loving me for everything that I'm not.

Back after 3 months

Wow this space has collected a lot of dust already huh, 3 months since I last blogged. Even the sign in page of Blogger has already changed haha!

Many things has happened through these 3 months. Obviously, I was away for my pre-exchange trip to Osaka and exchange trip in Korea. I love these 2 countries and the whole trip was really awesome with good company as well :) The memories will always stay with me! Missing japanese and korean food already..... argh!

Too lazy to update about my trip but yes it was a bomb! Period.

Right now, school has already started... again. Week 3 now and I'm already lagging behind as usual haha! Still at week2's content. Also for the semester, there are like 2 projects (1 engine, 1 art) so definitely need to fork out more time on them ugh. But well, all's good so far! Have been having a fair share of fun as well, ok maybe too much fun haha! :P

Oh yes, have to jot down that the current hype is on Pokemon Go now, in case I read it years later and I can still recall about this. Haha it's really quite fun when played together with fun and ahem... using a car ofc. Walking or running about it just not as fun cause you can't catch a lot of pokemon within a short time. With car and the tracker app, wow everything is just wow. We will be like "chiong 3 more minutes, go go go!" :D Have been playing with love and his friends keke, isit like an every friday activity?

Happy to say that time and days with love are becoming more crazy and fun and awesome. I mean we are already 15/10 but now is like 20/10? HAHA! Ok what I mean is that it just gets better and better and that is how it should be! Hoping it will keep getting better forever yay! :) <3 We have also been seeing each other a lot lately cause we are teaching tuition at the same house haha cute hor? Yepppp can always never get enough of seeing each other one lah cause he's my second home <3

Also, gotten myself quite a few weekend of event jobs. Ofc, must work hard right! To build up my "reserve" once again though seriously I can stop working any part time jobs like events and tuition and really just live on the money that people owe me man. Why must I always be a loan shark/debt collector? Lol! The total money that people owe me really.... I won't say ofc but you all will not imagine how much though. I didn't know I'm so rich for my age LOL that I can lend sucha hefty sum to people... say whut. But well, since my money is "well deposited" with them.... I shall just treat it as them helping me to save. Then when they return me... wow.... it will be mind blowing AHAHA! Not even kidding ok :P Before that happens, ofc I need to teach tuition and take up some event jobs when I can. Who doesn't like to have more money? It doesn't hurt hahah!

That's about all. Hope I will work and study more instead of play/work more? Sianzation lah. Yawns bye xoxo.

WERK WORK

These few weeks have been so busy with working!!!!!!!

I dont even have time to meet up with friends like my schedule cant fit theirs, omg feeling so bad about it :( But changing it so I can at least meet them before I fly. 

Have been spending my half days with this MC king haha! :P 

Have been having so many good food as well, yay!!! I was so afraid that I will lose weight cause of my busy schedule, rushing here and there and having giddy spells, poor appetite, trembling hands BUT phew!!! ok idk lah, dw go weigh also tsk!!!

Other than working my own jobs, I also work adhoc jobs that my friend "recommended". Her boss's rates are very good so I don't mind luh and also the adhoc jobs are all quite fun one! Last weekend, I worked for the Vitagen event haha talked and explained to the customers so muchhhhhhhh!! But not bad luh, like it when it's busy!

A table full of good food!! All the sambal and bbq goodness, muacks muacks :D

Every Wednesday & Thursday, there will be Uji Cha event as well :) This one though 3 hours but also hiong ok!! Need to open the cartons of drink like machine gun, I opened so fast for 2 days and my thumbs are hurting and my palms have red marks! LOL the queue for free things is really, upz!!!!

Worked with Weiling & Joshua for one day, and then the next is with Weiling & her poly friends.

Hopefully Joshua can work more!!!! Then fun fun :D

Also, this holiday is insane! :O

25th-31st May: Khao Yai & Bangkok

23rd-30th June: Osaka

1st July-2nd August: Korea

Money drop from sky pretty please??? Haha I'm on my way to earning and saving up for the trips! Every night I'm working on planning out my schedule on my planner and calculating my earnings HAHA. I think I take after my mom in this area, likes to plan and jot down things and calculate money??? I don't like to live my life obliviously to my spending and earning. That's a small secret for sustaining livelihood and not turning bankrupt easily :)

Also, usually when I spend alot on something, like traveling, I will try my best not to touch my existing money, so I will pretend I have $0, then I need to work and earn whichever I need for my traveling trips! Pro right, like that when you come back from your trips, you still can live normally and not like you emptied your whole bank for the trips LOL. Big tip big tip!!! I know how it feels to have almost $0 in the bank and that feeling sucks, so I wouldn't allow myself to be in that state ever again and so far, I haven't :) Good job ^^

After these trips, ppl please stop me from going overseas trip anymore in 2016 & 2017 cause I need to save up for my graduation trip to freaking USA in 2018!!!! The countries that I'm traveling to are getting more and more unbelievable, surreal!!! :O

NEED TO JIAYOU! 

boohoo, approx 40 days away from home, definitely will be so homesick & lovesick :/