WERK WORK

These few weeks have been so busy with working!!!!!!!

I dont even have time to meet up with friends like my schedule cant fit theirs, omg feeling so bad about it :( But changing it so I can at least meet them before I fly. 

Have been spending my half days with this MC king haha! :P 

Have been having so many good food as well, yay!!! I was so afraid that I will lose weight cause of my busy schedule, rushing here and there and having giddy spells, poor appetite, trembling hands BUT phew!!! ok idk lah, dw go weigh also tsk!!!

Other than working my own jobs, I also work adhoc jobs that my friend "recommended". Her boss's rates are very good so I don't mind luh and also the adhoc jobs are all quite fun one! Last weekend, I worked for the Vitagen event haha talked and explained to the customers so muchhhhhhhh!! But not bad luh, like it when it's busy!

A table full of good food!! All the sambal and bbq goodness, muacks muacks :D

Every Wednesday & Thursday, there will be Uji Cha event as well :) This one though 3 hours but also hiong ok!! Need to open the cartons of drink like machine gun, I opened so fast for 2 days and my thumbs are hurting and my palms have red marks! LOL the queue for free things is really, upz!!!!

Worked with Weiling & Joshua for one day, and then the next is with Weiling & her poly friends.

Hopefully Joshua can work more!!!! Then fun fun :D

Also, this holiday is insane! :O

25th-31st May: Khao Yai & Bangkok

23rd-30th June: Osaka

1st July-2nd August: Korea

Money drop from sky pretty please??? Haha I'm on my way to earning and saving up for the trips! Every night I'm working on planning out my schedule on my planner and calculating my earnings HAHA. I think I take after my mom in this area, likes to plan and jot down things and calculate money??? I don't like to live my life obliviously to my spending and earning. That's a small secret for sustaining livelihood and not turning bankrupt easily :)

Also, usually when I spend alot on something, like traveling, I will try my best not to touch my existing money, so I will pretend I have $0, then I need to work and earn whichever I need for my traveling trips! Pro right, like that when you come back from your trips, you still can live normally and not like you emptied your whole bank for the trips LOL. Big tip big tip!!! I know how it feels to have almost $0 in the bank and that feeling sucks, so I wouldn't allow myself to be in that state ever again and so far, I haven't :) Good job ^^

After these trips, ppl please stop me from going overseas trip anymore in 2016 & 2017 cause I need to save up for my graduation trip to freaking USA in 2018!!!! The countries that I'm traveling to are getting more and more unbelievable, surreal!!! :O

NEED TO JIAYOU! 

boohoo, approx 40 days away from home, definitely will be so homesick & lovesick :/ 

Disappointment

why? why did you do that? i chose to believe in you but the evidence is there already yet you are still denying. i really dont know, i dont understand, the things that you said no longer make sense. just when you bring your hopes up high, thinking that this is it, this time it will be different, but then people tend to disappoint? trying very hard not to make a generalisation but how many times have i felt being lied to/ taken for granted of? how can people turn your kindness and goodness to nothing? how can people still be so good with you when they are actually doing sth bad behind you? though sometimes it doesnt harm/affect you, but that act.. it's counted as betrayal. i find it super duper hard to treat people the way i used to treat them (which is good treatment) after i realised their "bad" side or after they have disappointed me.... after they proved that everything that i hoped was great and real was wrong... i cannot face them or talk to them the same way anymore. i can forgive but i cannot and never will forget that kind of shock and realisation they gave me, the scar they left on me. ok it sounded very serious but even the slightest thing like: saying a version of story to me and then another version to another person behind my back (though not bad things about me), i will still feel like cheated? very very slight things i will get affected, of course after much thought like thinking what's the purpose behind their actions/words. that's why over the years, i longer have the fire and passion i had like when i was in secondary school towards friends.. because time and time again, they proved me wrong... yes no doubt i still cherish them but there is always a shield around me, never to trust or put my 100% in them and also not to let people treat me as their bestest friend as well. because no expectation, no disappointment. this is a shitty thing but that's life. sigh, dont know when can i ever treat the person normally again.... not like super good like i used to but at least normal way. now i cant even start a conversation or even look at the person because i cant forget the things that the person did..... what the hell...... why don't people treat others with sincerity and realness? why does it always comes with hurt along the way? this is bullshit.

BYE YEAR 2

Freaking examinations are finally over!!! Oh my goodness, so happy that I'm free! Don't need to study everyday I go home, oh yes!!!! But then still got tuitions.... getting quite lazy for tuitions already.... like I hope to have 2-3 months off from tuition so I can work other jobs... but nah..... cannottttttttttttttt! Though tuition money very good, but then short hours, so..... not that good haha! And then have to get angered by tutees etc etc... crazy potatoes...

For now, I just want to watch movies movies movies movies! Both from cinema and online (past movies)!!!! & also plan for my overseas trips heheheheheh!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!! :) Also many many other plans!!!! :P Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, have to enjoy while this lasts.....

Happy Birthday precious + 3rd staycation

3rd Staycation <3

Checked in to Festive Hotel this time round because his mother booked it and also cause his overseas aunt was coming to sg to stay so yup that's why the 2 single beds haha! Practically escaped from reality for 3D2N during exams period, ahem....

Because it's his birthday :D

Went to had dinner at Santa Fe Tex-Mex, a ship that at Marina South Pier but ofc not a moving one but still it will sway with the waves which can cause giddy/nauseous spells after awhile. 

We had Ribs with different sauces, buffalo wings and also a glass of wine each :)

When we reached there, there were only like 3 other customers? So we were feeling quite gulps haha but as time passed, more groups of ppl came, so not bad!! The ambience was kinda romantic :D

Bought a cake from Fruit Paradise from Vivo!! They have so many varieties of cakes, yumzzz!!! Guess he was kinda touched :P

This time there's balcony and tsktsktsk good lighting...... but we didn't take alot of photos.

& also our matching caps ahah! Nope i did not put eyeliner on the right photo, I woke up with double eyelids that day... zzz...

Him looking at me while I was getting ready for the photo.... idk what was he doing, or isit he want pose looking at me????? AHAHAHAH

Me: "Oi what you doing?? faster pose!!! cool style!!!"

Hahaha and oops, failed cause the timer went off.... 

And he really posed with himself looking at me. This photo turned out kinda blurry but nice one!!! :) <3 He's just so cute. 

Happy birthday to you my love, may all the happiness be with you and that more good things will happen to you!!!!!!!!!! There's nothing more important than you being healthy and happy. For that I can forgo luxurious gifts, dates, trips, anything.

He never fails to crack me up with anything!!!! HAHAHAHA oh plzzz