Getting lost in Punggol

Hehe so on saturday, he decided that we go check out Punggol cause quite some time ago, I told him I wanna go there to cycle. The weather was good, haze was under control but yah, very sunny....

That's why in all photos, he can't keep his eyes open hahaha poor thing.... :P 

We reached there about 3 plus and it was still sunny. We spent quite a lot of time finding the cycling shop and then realised that we were lost! Lost big time!!! Punggol is so confusing, zomgggg!!

There are freaking 3 parks, 

- Punggol Waterway Park

- Punngol Point Park

- Punggol Jetty Park

WHAT THE SHIT?? And each park offers different things hahhaha.

We came to Punggol Waterway Park first and were quite shocked that there weren't many people. Like so secluded??? And there isn't many things to see, perhaps it will be more romantic at evening time where you can catch the sunset.

Sweated like toot and luckily he ownself brought 1.5 litre of water and towel. (in preparation for our cycling day which didnt happen)

Haha so cute? :)

So many hills and vast grass patches, good for picnic!

Sunny days call for super good natural lighting but also means his eyes will be ultra small hahah oops!

Very windy as well, which explains our messy hair! 

He was like squeezing and hugging me while taking photos, eh bro chill ah... *muacks* :)

So we researched and found that the cycling place is at Punggol Point Park so we took the cab there for $5+. Reached there and was even more shocked LOL! The park is really nth, normal neighbourhood park which totally defeats the purpose of cycling! They have those dainty bicycles that I wanted to ride on but the park isn't "fun" enough :( So we didn't cycling in the end... they should have the bikes over at Waterway Park instead what aiyo....

Also, we realised that most of the other activities are over at Punngol Jetty Park.... ZZZZZZZZ We totally had a laughing session and gave up. HAHA! But!!! We will be back soon, Punggol you watch out! TSK

Went to have dinner at Nakhon Kitchen since they have an outlet near the place we were at :) yumyum!! ^^

& then me watching show the next day while he fell asleep on my laps after playing his game,

he really is my precious big baby <3

Thanks for the day, though we did nth at the park but it was good and relaxing to just go somewhere far and be surrounded by nature with you :)

Not forgetting always having breakfast at the coffee shop with you, simple bliss.

Love you, my pillar of strength xoxo <3

How would you say goodbye?

This year 2015 has really been a bad one? 

Bad in a sense that it is filled with so many mishaps and heart breaks. 

Like every month, there will be news of this and that couple breaking up,

every 1 or 2-3 months there will be sudden news about someone's departure from earth.

The one who you thought will be with you for the rest of your life decides to get off the train. 

The one who you argues with, talks back to, suddenly left the world without saying goodbye.

That kind of pain, that kind of guilt, that immense feeling that goes all the from from your heart, down to your stomach and back up choking along your throat. 

Life is really too short.

We often reflect and get into perspective of what's really important in life 

but we never really make the changes - to make full use of one's life,

we never really stop the nonsense - the hate, the arguments, the pettiness,

we never really do what we think we should - to appreciate our loved ones more,

and we only reflect, repent and be good for a few days and then back to normal.

Because it is human's nature, 

regretting the chances that we didn't take, 

only learning how to appreciate the good when it's gone.

It's hard to live in a world full of different characters,

hard to please,

hard to accommodate,

hard to be around, 

hard to love,

hard.

It's never easy, but I guess we just have to learn to deal with it.

Life goes on.

We will hurt people along the way, 

get hurt along the way,

be frustrated, be devastated, be joyous, be spiteful, be remorseful,

never ending.....

At the end of the day,

you are you 

and nobody's gonna change that.

The way a person reacts/behaves/thinks around another definitely has its reason.

Either they like you or they don't,

be happy with you or be unhappy with you.

I believe that true love will always prevail,
if it doesn't, it isn't real enough.
Or perhaps your fate as lovers, friends, or whichever has ended.

People do change.

Nobody's gonna be at fault for turning their backs,

cause you choose how you want things to turn out,

how you want your life to be,

who you want to be with,

what you want to read, hear and see.

For, life's too short to be spent dwelling on sad thoughts, bad vibe.

Move on if you are unhappy,
confront if you need to.
Because you may not know what will happen the next moment,
before it's all too late.
Furthermore, bad news always remind you to care about things that are more important
than things which you can't really control.

For those who are having a rough patch, going through a tough time,

press on/my deepest condolences. 

-

I realised I haven't been angry for quite some time.

Perhaps I've learnt to forget and let go.... 

and just take everything with a pinch of salt?

and never think too much about it because it kills

as it's most of the time, unnecessary. 

I'll just do my own thing, and let ppl do their own thing, 

make their own judgement, deal with their own thinking.

I'm glad there are still people who I find solace in pouring out stuff to, 

in confiding and to share happiness with.

Whoever you are, thank you for being you.

<3

//drafted this post on tues? and scheduled it to be posted on sat. initially this post consists of another 8 long paragraphs of another topic regarding my really honest opinions and thoughts about what's really happening but someone told me that I shouldn't post it because those are angry words and angry words are often very harsh, very serious and irrevocable. And now(thurs) that I looked back at those 8 paragraphs, they do sound very fierce but I'm really so determined to post it because I can no longer take it. But... my anger has subsided, like I've said, my anger for such petty issues subsides very fast just that I will vent everything out at a go when I'm angry, luckily I didn't hit the post button a few days ago. That's why my blog is here for me to vent or to say out my thoughts, but somehow I don't feel safe to write so many things here anymore because ppl use blogs for the wrong purposes and don't respect ppl's own personal space. I can never imagine how ppl can relate everything I write to themselves when I'm not even writing about them.... well, "If the shoe fits, wear it." I don't have the stamina for mental games, I'm freaking 20. Even if I may hate some parts of their character, I don't say it, not because I'm being dishonest but because that's who they are, I have no rights to change them and I chose to live with it. Yet again, not everybody thinks the same. I've grown up and out of all these bullshit, but not everyone will but I no longer give two hoots about it already. feelings will never be the same anymore. farewell.//

Oh hello, today which is friday I'm here to see what I wrote for the past few days ahaha. Though I feel nothing now, like no more anger or anything already but I shall just let it auto post tmr cause those are still my thoughts and next time I can look back and review what I was thinking hahah. It is always nice to review your super old posts, very retarded one hahah :P

Random blabberings

Hey guys!! :)

What's up? 

 Just wanna share something random again.

SENSITIVE TOPIC

I'm on my way to gaining weight hahahaahha!

Yes! Again..... I've been having these "want to gain weight" moments for a couple of times already. But like no results from it one. I've done quite a fair bit of research online and they said diet + exercise will accelerate the rate of weight gain. 

Anyway, gaining weight is harder than losing weight man! Wow..... tsktsk! There are so many weight loss regimes, tips, etc while on the other hand, not much stuffs are catered to weight gaining haha.

Well, what gave me the thought of gaining weight again is because everyday ofc I will "admire" myself in the mirror etc etc, and somehow I think I lost weight at some areas (thighs, shoulders, tummy) yea these 3 areas though I didn't do anything to lose weight obviously....... So was kinda concerned about it, like I don't feel really good to lose those fats though I used to complain about my thunder thighs HAHA! 

Compound exercises like lifting weights and just doing on the spot exercises with weights will help in muscle building which in turn leads to gain in weight. However, I'm not keen on gaining too much muscles you know, like I already have muscles and lean ppl tend to gain muscle more easily and more obvious so..... I don't want!! But solely depending on diet is difficult as well... argh.... 

It is said to keep eating and eating and just cultivate the habit of eating! Like every 2 hours, you have to go grab a bite and not just any food, have to be food with high calories etc all that nutrition shit. Well, I've been on this "gain weight" spree this week, like a try out and it's the only free time that I can keep eating? Well, I would say the habit of just keep eating definitely opened up my appetite, like I get hungry more frequently already :O 

For me to gain weight, I definitely have to eat more calories than what I lose. And a tip for gaining weight is never go running HAHA! Yup, I don't but I always walk quite fast. Maybe my fast walking speed + always rushing here and there caused me to lose more calories than what I take normally, oops................ Also high metabolism and lean genes. 

Oh well, I'm not looking at gaining a hell lots of weight, but at least till the point that I'm satisfied with who I am in the mirror HAHA. Now, I'm like admiring those not skinny not fat but medium sized ppl coupled with height lah duh. Like if you are at least 159cm and you are uk6-8, great!!! Medium build ppl get to look better in clothes and get to wear all sorts of clothes no? Like skinny ppl can't wear a lot of clothes and will only look good in certain clothes. Maybe because watching Keeping Up with The Kardashians too much makes me admire medium sized ppl more? Like really very nice one, so you all don't keep lose weight leh, very scary one, not nice!!!!!!!

At the end of the day, medium sized ppl are the best! Don't do anything else already but to maintain that size and be healthy man. I'm missing my JC1 weight and body. Like I feel good in that body, toned up, acceptable muscles and peak weight! That's my ideal weight, you know what??? (above 45, less than 50, guess) Right now, I'm quite far from that weight, GULPS..... that's why the weight machine never lies :( Evidence of me losing some fats...... sian...... why for me so easy to lose one sia, then others have to exercise etc.... not funny.

Oh yes talking about the past, sec sch + jc.... I think I'm more confident then cause I'm in sports. Like sports really can make one feel so much more confident about themselves and their own body. I miss those confident times, miss those praises/encouragement from ppl in the sports circle, miss those sporty vibe, etcetc! Like ppl will know I'm from sports last time, confirm will say I'm from some sports one, and it feels good! Now, nobody will think I'm actually a sporty being. LOL. One just can feel good when they are in sports. I'm a totally non sports person now, well I still do play sports but just not much opportunities already like I'm not in a team, etc which makes it like compulsory thing. It is all volunteer and proactive in finding and joining sports in university......... I can feel my body leaving that "sports place" already and it sucks. My body is so weak to sports now as compared to last time. Yucks.

Sad sad sad.... but well, will try to be more sporty again. First let me gain some weight, then consider if I'll do compound + weights exercises..... (very lazy) and maybe go for some sports once in a while! :)

Adventure Cove with cousins

We have been saying we want to go Adventure Cove together for the longest time, like since beginning of the year or so but we just couldn't find a date that we all can make it plus no girls will be having their period hahah!!! So initialy, we settled on the Hari Raya public holiday but the haze was so bad and we couldn't use the 1-for-1 deal as well. We were about to abort the plan cause the haze hasn't been kind nowadays. However, we still hang on to the slightest hope and woke up early on Saturday to check the PSI and wow!!!! It was way lower than 100 and we all jumped out of bed to get prepared for ADVENTURE COVE!! Sooooooo happy and lucky :D

Uncle drove us there and we reached in no time :) Have to be early when going to such places hahah!

The 1-for-1 deal is so awesome haha! Each of us only has to pay $18 but $20 after tax or whatever. Cheap siaaaaaaaa! 

So thankful for the weather that day as it was not very hot, it's just normal. Haze maintained at low level, below 100 throughout the day! And the crowd was not crazy, the waiting time for the rides were fairly alright like quite fast except for the most fun ride where we had to wait longer ofc. Although my cousin brought his gopro along, but it is not allowed for all the rides except lazy pool and wave pool so..... it's more convenient if we just put it in the locker. That's why no photos of the rides and of us in there :(

There are Lazy pool, wave pool, water adventure course, snorkelling and like 6 other rides. 

The lazy pool needs no explaination, the wave pool is fun! Haha wear the life jacket and you can anyhow in the pool, the waves are quite high I would say, even with the life vest I still got engulfed by the waves *chokes*. As usual, played games in the pool with cousins and so irritating!!! Hahah damn Chuan!!! 

Skipped the snorkelling one cause the queue and waiting time damn long...... Need to teach, practice, then snorkel. So cousins decided to skip it but I want try it though, will be back with bf :P

Then there is one area for the water adventure courses. The pools for the courses are all 3.5-4m deep so you have to be a strong swimmer to go in. Lol I just went in with cousins though I'm a weak swimmer. I was damn scared that I will drown lah wtf, 4 metres leh don't play play! :(

(credits to google)

  Oh yes they have this as well ^. Though the height wasn't very high but the water is deep!!!! So it's actually high wth! As a person who is scared of water + heights, ofc I hesitated to try it but..... As usual, kena dragged up by godbro.... Wlao damn scared ok!!! It's like the scariest thing to me at adventure cove haha! I had to make godbro wait for me below before I dare to jump off. As long as he's down there, it's safe. It's like once you jump down, you will go down deep and then naturally float up and then for me I will fluster once I'm up and I will sink LOL! So I need my godbro to pull me up to the side handles HAHA don't judge. Tried it for 2 times though keke and I'm the only one who shouted damn loudly, OOPS! :P

Then all the other rides are so fun!!!!! I absolutely love the roller coaster one, damn fun omggg! Haha for all the rides we all screamed damn loudly even guy cousins and ppl were like shocked, etc HAHAH! It's like that~ :P I would say all the rides are interesting and fast so it's fun luh, if not fast then quite lame? Haha!! And all the rides are different from what I've tried before so THUMBS UP!!! :D

We had 4.5 hours worth of fun before calling it a day. 12pm-4pm+ and went to bathe.

The corndog which was disappointing, lol. $4/stick leh siao. Got turkey leg for $12 as well but tried it before at USS. I like to buy the food at such places to try but aiyo not worth leh the corndog tsk!!!!!

Definitely a great and fun day! Wouldn't mind going Adventure Cove again man!! Already planning to go again in December with bf since he hasn't go before yet :)  

F1 Grand Prix 2015

18 Sept - 20 Sept

Woo finally done with F1 job!!!

 Initially it was still quite long till the dates and now? Ended, fast! :O

This year we got to work at another booth location and I think it's better? At least

we got to see more things, like the racing cars zooming by etc as compared to last year

where we couldn't see anything hahaa! 

Worked with Shimin, Jayne, Weiling and Elise this year.

Funny potatoes lah! :D Had an overwhelming amount of sampatness hhah which is absolutely normal for us lol! Served lots of funny and weird customers as well. Oh yah had lots of stories that I repeated to too many people already that I don't wanna repeat it here again. Got disgusting story, dangerous story and shocking story. Madness.

Trying hard to capture the racing cars and us. Mission Impossible. The cars were zuper fast :O

See! We sweated like siao so.... looking cui haha!

We worked from 2.30pm to 1.30am everyday and it was so tiring!!!!! SOOOOOO many customers like never-ending gosh, but when we were busy, time indeed passed faster. However, the heat was unbearable, totally sweated like siao LOL. 

Very cute candid shots of Shimin & I by Jayneeee! <3

Since every year we were given 1 shirt, this year I decided to get one for my dad since last year I got one for myself. $80 for that shirt above, tsktsk! 

2014 & 2015 Tags. The pink one nicer!!!

2014!

2015! :)

Overall, end of another round of being a F1 merchandise vendor (2014, 2015), not sure if we will still be working this for next year but I guess most prob? Since the pay is like so boomz :P HAHA! Definitely fast cash! Shioky.